X Marks the Spot!

X MARKS THE SPOT!
THIS IS WRITTEN FOR THOSE WHO HAVE FELT LIKE THIS OR HAVE DONE THIS MAY YOU HEAL WITH THIS WORDS THE KNOWLEDGE THAT THER ARE OTHER OUT THERE TO!
WRITTEN: BY ANGELA H.S.S-WOODLE
It gleams in the night light
No sound can be heard
I feel the hard cold steal in hand
Blood pumping thou my veins
Tears have carved down my face
I feel it sharp point
I place it to my left
Across I pull then lift and pull up to down
Blood flows red and deep
I turn to my right
Dragging it thou the same way
As I am done it fall to the ground
Blood is flowing from me
Dripping from my finger tips
Each heart beat bring it to an end
Sweet release is what I crave
To feel the pain no more
“X” marks the spot on the left and right
Music flow thou my brain I hear song from my past
Playing in my brain
Tears that have carved my face has finally ended
Breath come fast as the blood slows
Pooling on the floor running deep
The room grows dark scream can be heard
Is that my scream or another?
Can’t make my brain work
I see a white tunnel coming toward me
Voices that sound like angel’s is heard
I step thou and look around
I see all that I have lost looking at me
Their face a look of sadness I never seen before
I cry I am home!  Why are you not happy for me?
No they cried it not your time!
You took your life and you can’t be here
Then a voice that went right thru me
Said my CHILD IT IS NOT YOUR TIME TO BE HERE NOR IF YOU LIFE OVER JUST YET!
I cried but I am tired of the pain! My heart can’t take no more!
CHILD HAVE I NOT MADE YOU WHO YOU ARE!
Yes you did! I whispered
THEN CHILD YOU CAN HANDLE ALL THAT COME YOUR WAY! IT THE REASON YOU WAS MADE!
TO SHOW OTHER ALL YOU KNOW AND WHAT YOU HAVE DONE! LEAVE THIS PLACE TILL I CALL YOU HOME!
I hung my head low as the tears ran down my face and whispered can’t I stay please don’t you love me?
MY CHILD I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!
BUT CHILD I HAVE A MASTER PLAN FOR YOU!
With that the bright light faded and I woke up
The room was quiet but the sound of crying
I coughed as I tried to speak the words I need to say to them all
I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID I NOW KNOW IT WAS WRONG! I WAS GIVEN A SECOND CHANCE.
I KNOW WHAT I MUST DO BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO DO?
SOME TIMES THERE IS NO SECOND CHANCE LEARN FROM ME LIVE LIFE AS IT WAS YOUR LAST
NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW BRING BUT DO KNOW I LOVE YO MORE THAN I CAN EVER

 (copy writes 11-2011-written by AHSWS_BSAW2011-company2011