Friday, March 2, 2012

smile hides the pain part 2

This Thirst was burning me alive from the inside out. I felt as I was dieing all over again my Master was looking at me with concern in his eye which really stood out of place in his cold ice of eyes.
"Soon my child, My Akasha, you will feed! I must make sure that the prey we take down will not be missed nor will it be to ruff for your first kill! Ingram said to me.
"Akasha? I question him "Why do you call me that? My name was before this was Bella!
He chuckle softly to him self which sent chills of desire thou out my body.
"Yes I call you Akasha for that is the name you should had from birth for it mean Queen of the Damned and that my child is you. You are the chosen one of many I could of had but I knew you was the one when you refused to be anything but yourself. You see my child I watch you for a very long time. I have seen you struggle, your trumpets of successes even thou the lather was few and far between. I have seen every tear you cried. Ever heartache you have had over stupid mortal humankind. Even every smile you plastered on that pretty little face of your to hide the pain you held inside. I watch your heart go from loving and caring to made of Ice just like mine." He stated to me
Baffled even to the point of struggling to come to the grips of the reality of what he said. "You watched me all this time?' I question him again "But why I am nothing special can you not see ?" I whispered to him. He laugh harder this time amusement shone bright in his eyes of ice. "My dear Akasha I truly think you are the one to maybe lift the curse that keep us trap from the light of day!" He said to me "But as far as you not being nothing special you are wrong my dear child You have a gift that is so far beyond any mortal or immortal alike!"He said to me "How is it I am special there is nothing special about me nor do I have any of this so called gift only gift is that I fine pain thou out my life!" I whispered to him. Ingram look at me then started to scream "Oh my but all that is Eywa the Goddess! Are you joking Eywa you have to be this cruel to me? Why is it this child know nothing of what was for told? Am I still being punished for my past sin? Have I not Eywa done what you asked of me? Why must you make it so difficult for me to to live in peace!" He scream to the sky above. I cowered in the corner least his angry came toward me I have seen Ingram tear a man apart to mere bits for crossing him.
  "Eywa?' I squeaked out when Ingram seam to have calmed down. He turn his eyes of cold ice on to me and I started to shake in my very spot. "Oh my dear sweet child please do not be afraid of me. It is not your fault you do not know what is for told of the prophecy of who you are. No one can blame you for you was raised as a human not as a Queen!" He stated to me in a calming voice that seam to released the tightly wrap coil around my cold heart. "Come my dear child we must go and find another spot to find your prey to feed on. It seam my little outburst might have forewarn any potentially prey here."
I got up from my spot only to be slammed with what seam to be a unquenchable Thirst that knock the very breath out of me. I looked at Ingram with fear in my eyes. My very body felt as if it was dieing from the lack of Blood. I felt was I was burning from the inside out engulfed in a flame the consumed me. I utter a small weak cry as the tear of blood flowed from my eyes. At once Ingram was at my side softly as I never knew picking me up and whispering to me " Come my dear sweet child I shall carry you and when we reach our new hunting grounds I will bring you the prey all you have to do is drink to regain your strength. I am so sorry my dear I should have know better and should of not wait so long to let you feed. Please for give me my sweet little Akasha?" he nearly cried as he carried me from where we had hid from stranger. I look in to his eyes one that I thought was eyes of pure Ice and realized that I was wrong. This eyes only held the pain and struggles of a long life without love and in this eyes for the first time I saw what true love was. I knew we had a long road ahead of us but it was for told we be together. So with that last thought I whisper to Ingram "I forgive you and shall follow you any where you go. Just never leave me?"
 Ingram eyes shone bright with love and concern as I last utter those simple words and he whisper back at me " I never shall leave you! I have wait a many millenniums for you to come in to my life to help me atone from my sins! I shall never leave you, You are my heart my everything!"
I lowered my head as Ingram carried me off to a unknown place so that we may feed and I may gain my strength to help him figure out what we must do next..........

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