Good morning my lovely people out in cyberland it is a cool and rainy day again with flash flood watches going off lieu of these past weekend events of the tremendous amount of rain for which caused severe flooding not only in my town but the surrounding towns as well. Now all I can do is pray and hope that after my flooded basement which is at this moment stay dry. We had 3 to 5 inches of water in the basement which started in my room and was founded as I just came home from working overnight at my job. To say I wasn't happy was an understatement, I spent an almost hour between trying to clean it up, along with taking the pick ax to making the trench deeper to help the water run off and away from my house. Needless to say, after an hour I gave up changed clothes and went to bed to only be woken up 2 hours later to the whole basement flooding. Yay! me not well I know I should not be complaining and Lward knows I m trying not to for I was very luck that it could have been worse. There are those who whole house was under water or swept away. Anyways my heart and prays go out to all that was and still is being affected by this bad event.
So, now we come to where we are now raining outside and praying to the Lward above and all that is holy upon this green earth we do not flood again. I am having to figure out the last Current Event portfolio for my Geography class and like an idiot, I have waited to the near last minute. Well I always say I work best under pressure (now that song Under Pressure is playing in my head lol) and since it is my long day at school meaning I won't be leaving the campus till after 9 tonight I figured between the last to class when I have the freest time will be spent doing that. I have only a week and 2 days away from the start of finals then it is off of school and hello 40 hour work weeks. All just so I can make sure I have some money saved up for my car payment and the kid's school supplies and some clothes for next school year. I have one child entering into High School and two into Jr High. So. I am sure they will be sprouting up this summer to where none of their clothes now will even begin to fit them my middle son already in men's small clothes and is just about a half to inch taller than me and I am 5'7 so yea see where I am getting at his shoes are that of a men's 12 almost 13 I do not foresee that being expensive (NOT) heck already this school year alone that boy has gone through almost 6 pairs of shoes. His feet need to stop growing lol am just waiting for my youngest son to start his growth spurt cause at this moment he the shortest boy in his class and age group. But then again so was my middle and so was my brother. We all know how my middle son has grown but my brother is 6'1 and weighs like a brick house lol
Well, I better get off here the storms starting to get worse and I do not need the computer going off cause of the power going out. I am sorry I do not have any new poems or my stories uploaded here lately just trying to get through school with a GPA of 4.0 and I am almost there. Soon I will I am hoping to this summer finish up a few stories I started on here. If you do not know what I am talking about, you need to go through my post and find them, read them and leave a comment on how you think I should go with these I may even add you to them if you comment a good reply. So my lovely cyberland friends stay dry if you are near me and stay safe DO NOT TRY TO cross running water and the rest that is afar you guys be safe too. Hope y'all have a great Wednesday love to you all, Angela
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
Thursday, April 27, 2017
Hi everyone out there in cyberland I know I know it been a very long time since I last posted but do to the under guessing of taking College class I really have not had the time let alone to even sleep or to get on here but I figure I nee to try to get back to being on here and with that I wanted to share the new website I just created to showcase off all the work I have been doing with my art. So please feel free to check it out and be sure to scribe if yo want to see more and I even get back to being on here with some creative work and maybe even finish that book I been working on. so without any further ado here is the link to the new website -
https://angelasummers78.wixsite.com/mysite
enjoy guys and I talk to you guys real soon ... Angela
https://angelasummers78.wixsite.com/mysite
enjoy guys and I talk to you guys real soon ... Angela
Wednesday, April 12, 2017
Friday, December 16, 2016
DID NOT WANT TO BOTHER YOU! ©®™2008-AHS-B-SAW-Company-2016 ™®© -NO SHARING OF WORKED UNLESS WRITER HAS AGREED
DID NOT WANT TO BOTHER YOU! By Angela Summers (©®™2008-AHS-B-SAW-Company-2016 ™®© - NO SHARING OF WORKED UNLESS WRITER HAS AGREED)
Would you know I am fighting daily a battle again something you can not see?
Would you know I am struggling daily to find a reason to live and love?
Would you REALLY know what going on in my life?
Would you know what I am going through?
Would you believe only the small fraction of what you see then what really going on?
Would you know the hurtful words you spoke to me was a knife in my fragile heart?
Would you know I struggle with the dark thoughts in my own head trying not to listen to them?
Would you know that each day and night is a life and death battle for my life?
Would you truly know why I have made the choice I have made in life?
Would you know why I am who I am, what I have gone through the depths of HELL I have been through just to repeat it all again in my head never-ending, never forgotten?
No, you do not know the fight I fight daily, a battle against myself, against my own demons and self-hate of myself, I hide it well that you do not see it for I do not want to bother you!
No, you do not know I am struggling daily to find the reason to live and love for all you see is the fake smile I paste on my face after I have cried as I struggle to hold my head high and look as if nothing is wrong cause I do not want to bother you!
No, you do not really know what going on in my life for I do not show you or anyone what going on for why bother when I feel like if I did I would be bothering you!
No, you do not know what I am going through for if you did what could you do I be just bothering you!
No, you do not even begin to know the truth of what is going on that so called fraction you think you see is just an illusion from what you wanted to see to make you feel better besides why change it when if I did I be just bothering you!
No, of course you do not know the hurtful words you have said are the words that I have heard all my life hence why my heart is in that such fragile state it is, to hear how bad a person I am, how much a screw up I am, or how much a bad parent I am or I am just fucking up my child life are the same words that are whispered inside my own head but I do not want to bother you with that knowledge!
No, you do not know what thoughts that run savagely through my dark abyss of my Fucked up head, no I did not want to bother you!
No, you do not know each day and night is a life and death battle against forces you can never truly understand just cause I did not want to bother you!
No, you do not understand the importance of the choice I have made in my life especially when the choices really was not a choice at all but that of two of the lesser evil, for I did do not want to bother you!
NO, YOU DO NOT KNOW WHY I AM WHO I AM OR THAT I HAVE BEEN TO THE DEEPEST DEPTHS HELL FOR WHICH NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN AND SURVIVE LET ALONE HAVE TO REPEAT IT OVER AND OVER!
No, you do not for even if I had trusted you I have not told you all to protect you but also for I did not want to bother you or have you pity me!
No, you do not know me at all the illusion of what you see and think you know of me is just that an illusion I have let you keep for I DID NOT WANT TO BOTHER YOU!!!
I did not want to bother you, for I know you think I am worthless and a complete screw-up, but do not worry I shall never bother you anymore and maybe some day you look back and be proud of me!!!!!!!!
( ©®™2008-AHS-B-SAW-Company-2016 ™®© -NO SHARING OF WORKED UNLESS WRITER HAS AGREED)
Would you know I am fighting daily a battle again something you can not see?
Would you know I am struggling daily to find a reason to live and love?
Would you REALLY know what going on in my life?
Would you know what I am going through?
Would you believe only the small fraction of what you see then what really going on?
Would you know the hurtful words you spoke to me was a knife in my fragile heart?
Would you know I struggle with the dark thoughts in my own head trying not to listen to them?
Would you know that each day and night is a life and death battle for my life?
Would you truly know why I have made the choice I have made in life?
Would you know why I am who I am, what I have gone through the depths of HELL I have been through just to repeat it all again in my head never-ending, never forgotten?
No, you do not know the fight I fight daily, a battle against myself, against my own demons and self-hate of myself, I hide it well that you do not see it for I do not want to bother you!
No, you do not know I am struggling daily to find the reason to live and love for all you see is the fake smile I paste on my face after I have cried as I struggle to hold my head high and look as if nothing is wrong cause I do not want to bother you!
No, you do not really know what going on in my life for I do not show you or anyone what going on for why bother when I feel like if I did I would be bothering you!
No, you do not know what I am going through for if you did what could you do I be just bothering you!
No, you do not even begin to know the truth of what is going on that so called fraction you think you see is just an illusion from what you wanted to see to make you feel better besides why change it when if I did I be just bothering you!
No, of course you do not know the hurtful words you have said are the words that I have heard all my life hence why my heart is in that such fragile state it is, to hear how bad a person I am, how much a screw up I am, or how much a bad parent I am or I am just fucking up my child life are the same words that are whispered inside my own head but I do not want to bother you with that knowledge!
No, you do not know what thoughts that run savagely through my dark abyss of my Fucked up head, no I did not want to bother you!
No, you do not know each day and night is a life and death battle against forces you can never truly understand just cause I did not want to bother you!
No, you do not understand the importance of the choice I have made in my life especially when the choices really was not a choice at all but that of two of the lesser evil, for I did do not want to bother you!
NO, YOU DO NOT KNOW WHY I AM WHO I AM OR THAT I HAVE BEEN TO THE DEEPEST DEPTHS HELL FOR WHICH NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN AND SURVIVE LET ALONE HAVE TO REPEAT IT OVER AND OVER!
No, you do not for even if I had trusted you I have not told you all to protect you but also for I did not want to bother you or have you pity me!
No, you do not know me at all the illusion of what you see and think you know of me is just that an illusion I have let you keep for I DID NOT WANT TO BOTHER YOU!!!
I did not want to bother you, for I know you think I am worthless and a complete screw-up, but do not worry I shall never bother you anymore and maybe some day you look back and be proud of me!!!!!!!!
( ©®™2008-AHS-B-SAW-Company-2016 ™®© -NO SHARING OF WORKED UNLESS WRITER HAS AGREED)
Friday, March 11, 2016
Is anyone out there??? or am I alone in all this crazy world
Well Hello to those out there I am not even sure if anyone reads this or not a lot have said they do but I don't know. But anyway Hi to ya anyways.. I been doing some thinking. Yes it a dangerous thing but since my mind never know how to shut off. I think I am good for now or at the very least this time around. As I was saying I have been thinking a lot and i do mean a lot. I touch basis on how the word love or care about you is thrown around like it candy. I still stand by that but now it even down to Loyalty and honesty is not a option or a thought any more. It is like this words are meaningless too. I do not understand how anyone expect to live in a world where Honesty and Loyalty is something where only place you find it is in a book or fairy tail. Look we are in a world where young mother have children and instead of standing up and raising the child the grandparent is doing it while she out at the bar playing pool or drinking cause she now legal age to get into one or where the children have no respect for their parents and parents do not make their child responsible for their actions. Where friends are not your friends but closer to a enemy. Where the so called Friend rather leave you high and dry cause of the fact they can get dick/pussy from a another person who does not even have your friends best interest at heart. Where family is more a stranger to you then a real stranger. The worse one is where stranger show you more love then your own blood family! But yet you are consider the black sheep of the family.(incert rolling eye here) How can a friend of over 23 plus year just stop talking to you cause you can no longer let them walk all over you or cause you going back to do something for yourself and your children. The list can go on and on and on but i won't keep going you be here for days .
I just do not get it I really don't . Please do not get me wrong I am not perfect far from it. I forget to call or text. I can get into something I am doing and lose track of time. Hell I can forget important dates (and if it wasn't for the calendar on my phone I so be screwed). So with that being said I am sure someone can say something bad about me but honestly I do try; nevertheless At least I am Honest and Loyal. Sometimes I wonder if this is not a fucked up warp dream and not reality. So that someday I wake up and all this had not happen I be a child again or even adult with no children ect ect. maybe like the Matrix reality of shit I swear there are and have been way too many times I had the feeling of Deja Vu. I swear it seems to be happening a lot more lately then before. Now do not get your panties in a bunch I am not going all Paronora on you just stating some ideas we are all title to them.
I mean Seriously ... IS THERE ANYONE REALLY OUT THERE????
I know I am a walking paradox or even a oxymoron when it comes to who, what I am, what I like and don't like. But sometimes I swear it lonely being me. I can't have close friends I can depend on because everyone always either goes away or end up failing me. Cant have a relationship cause I am to damaged to even begin to trust someone in that close again. Hell the one freaking time I did even try to let someone in he hurt me so bad i swear my heart shattered to the point I don't even think it can be fix.
I know I am 100 shades of fuck upness with more Demons and baggage than one person can dare ever handle let alone take on. I been literally been through Hell and back too many time to count. I swear I think I got a Timeshare there with rental property next to the Golden Gate Bridge in the Beach front property in the Desert. Its been that much, I have been through things that make the tiny hair on the back of your neck raise up. But honestly I think I am doing better then most would have if they went through it. Am I Normal? Hell to the No I am not! Am I a tad bit crazy Yes to all that is Holy I sure am. But seriously who wouldn't be after all that. Do I know why I have gone through all that .. No I do not sometime I wish I did but just like the fact I can not remember a lot of thing cause my mind has blocked me from it. For what I do remember is enough to make a Hit movie out of, I am not joking. I do not even get scared on or by scary movies I just either shake my head or I end up laughing at it think really folks. What makes things worse for me is I know so many things about the people around me. Some are from them telling or doing it in front of me but most of it really they never told a soul But I know . No I won't say who or what. It none of anyone business. But you think people would stop trying to hurt me or piss me off .. i swear If I wasn't such a nice person I wouldn't let karma do her job I do it for her but at last I am to nice for my own good I can't do it that way . Sometimes I wish I was maybe I wouldn't get hurt so much.
Guess we never know will we smdfh.... Well folks I rambled enough for tonight I got some school work to get done and I wanna watch a few episodes of True Blood before I turn in gotta work a long shift tomorrow Yay me well at least it with a manager I like lol so I bid You all ado sweet dreams and remember folks watch what you say or how you say it and try to be a bit more nice to to other for you never know who really needs it .. take care and till we see each other again ..." Goodnight My Captain my captain" ... Angela
I just do not get it I really don't . Please do not get me wrong I am not perfect far from it. I forget to call or text. I can get into something I am doing and lose track of time. Hell I can forget important dates (and if it wasn't for the calendar on my phone I so be screwed). So with that being said I am sure someone can say something bad about me but honestly I do try; nevertheless At least I am Honest and Loyal. Sometimes I wonder if this is not a fucked up warp dream and not reality. So that someday I wake up and all this had not happen I be a child again or even adult with no children ect ect. maybe like the Matrix reality of shit I swear there are and have been way too many times I had the feeling of Deja Vu. I swear it seems to be happening a lot more lately then before. Now do not get your panties in a bunch I am not going all Paronora on you just stating some ideas we are all title to them.
I mean Seriously ... IS THERE ANYONE REALLY OUT THERE????
I know I am a walking paradox or even a oxymoron when it comes to who, what I am, what I like and don't like. But sometimes I swear it lonely being me. I can't have close friends I can depend on because everyone always either goes away or end up failing me. Cant have a relationship cause I am to damaged to even begin to trust someone in that close again. Hell the one freaking time I did even try to let someone in he hurt me so bad i swear my heart shattered to the point I don't even think it can be fix.
I know I am 100 shades of fuck upness with more Demons and baggage than one person can dare ever handle let alone take on. I been literally been through Hell and back too many time to count. I swear I think I got a Timeshare there with rental property next to the Golden Gate Bridge in the Beach front property in the Desert. Its been that much, I have been through things that make the tiny hair on the back of your neck raise up. But honestly I think I am doing better then most would have if they went through it. Am I Normal? Hell to the No I am not! Am I a tad bit crazy Yes to all that is Holy I sure am. But seriously who wouldn't be after all that. Do I know why I have gone through all that .. No I do not sometime I wish I did but just like the fact I can not remember a lot of thing cause my mind has blocked me from it. For what I do remember is enough to make a Hit movie out of, I am not joking. I do not even get scared on or by scary movies I just either shake my head or I end up laughing at it think really folks. What makes things worse for me is I know so many things about the people around me. Some are from them telling or doing it in front of me but most of it really they never told a soul But I know . No I won't say who or what. It none of anyone business. But you think people would stop trying to hurt me or piss me off .. i swear If I wasn't such a nice person I wouldn't let karma do her job I do it for her but at last I am to nice for my own good I can't do it that way . Sometimes I wish I was maybe I wouldn't get hurt so much.
Guess we never know will we smdfh.... Well folks I rambled enough for tonight I got some school work to get done and I wanna watch a few episodes of True Blood before I turn in gotta work a long shift tomorrow Yay me well at least it with a manager I like lol so I bid You all ado sweet dreams and remember folks watch what you say or how you say it and try to be a bit more nice to to other for you never know who really needs it .. take care and till we see each other again ..." Goodnight My Captain my captain" ... Angela
Sunday, March 6, 2016
the dirty four letter words that get thrown around carelessly
Sit has been little over month since I started College and so far I am loving it even my not so favorite class but the overall experiences has been a great one of course that may change come finals time lol.....
That was just right after College started with 2 major 3-D art project, 2 major graphic art projects, and Midterms tests taken. Yet it still remains the same on how I feel. I have had a lot of highs and even more lows where I thought "What the hell am I thinking?" to the classic one "I am not good enough to be here am too stupid!"... But I have made it though, my gpa stands at a 3.94. I am less than 0.06 point away from a perfect 4.0 GPA can't complain. Well I could but not the point lol. So along this road to self discovery from working to going to school. I have learn not only who my friends are but who really cares for me and supporting me. I have had to cut a lot of people out of my life. Family even, cause they did not support me and who I am. Also btw I am not straight or bi or gay!! I am across between Demisexual and Pansexual(well in retrospect I am a bit of all of them according to the test they give u to label you. I am 90% Pansexual, Demisexual 92%, Sapiosexual 81%(which with this one anyone can be it not just gay or bi ect ect), Asexual 79% and according to my doc it not normal to be all but then again I never been known to be normal lol) and I swear right here and right now if anyone doesn't like it well go ahead and delete yourself from my life!!!!!
Now with that being said.. I figure I just talk a bit about what I see going on. A lot of people say they care for me or they care for one another but it seems that the word care is just like the word love. It is becoming a dirty four letter word people just throw out to make themselves look good or better about themselves. I on the other hand do not use the word care or love to just anyone. With that being said it makes me seem like a cold hearted bitch or frozen bitch, When in fact it show that I rather am careful of those four letter words. I am not perfect by any means of the word . In fact am so far from perfect I am imperfect. I have flaws and make mistakes am only a human, or humanized as I like to call it. For I am only me, I do not fit in this world. I am a walking contradiction to the very nature of what a person should be according to society hell even in human nature. I do not claim to be someone I am not. I am just me and me is who I am nothing more nothing less. I do however am a passionate person and when I do care for someone it is passionately. Almost to the fault of being taken advantage of and I will stand by them even if they are in the wrong. BUT if my trust and faith is broken in them then I slowly weaned myself out of their lives and no longer have nothing to do with them. For once the trust or faith in them is gone it is very hard to believe anything they say or do without thinking as they are lieing to me or using me for their own gain.. Most likely 9.99 out of 10 they are doing just that. Could I or should I change who I am? No, I can not change who I am any more than a Zebra changing it stripes to spots. Believe me I have tried it nearly killed me and I am not joking. I wish I was making this up but sadly I am not.. I see more than others, I feel more than others and I unfortunately know more then others ( this not meaning I am better then others just means I am different then Others no better no worse than anyone else). It seems to be a lonely place at time and sometimes it okay. Yes, there are other out there somewhat like me but not very close. They have a few things common with me but not a lot. Hell even some test, charts and such can not keep up with me. I rank so far off the charts on things I am consider unranked (or unrankable) lol. How? You ask well maybe one day I sit down and explain it to you or tell you my story. But today is not the day for that nor do I feel you can handle it very well .. Hell most I do tell end up not handling it very well and either they distinct themselves from me or stop being my friend all together.. It okay do not feel sorry for me I am use to it.. I figure the saying "When the lward made me he broke the mold!" wasn't just a phrase that's thrown around lightly when it comes to me. Cause it is defiantly the case about me.. I am something this world has never seen or most likely will again but enough about that. So with all that said I get back to m point for it seems I sorta went off in a different direction lol. What mainly just want to know is why you guys use the word "Love" or "Care for" against others but never step up and truly mean it or at the very least if mean it really show it. They say picture are worth a 1000 words but action is priceless when it come to mean of what you say or do! Well I guess I can say the moral of all this is ALL of YOU PEOPLE need to stop saying you care or love someone when in fact all you want is what they can give you.. Folks love and care is not or should not be considered a dirty four letter word like it is now but a word that has real meaning of the absolute truth behind it ... And folk remember life is short for tomorrow never promised and yesterday gone today is the present a gift given to us all. Take care of the gift you are given and use it wisely for you never know what your actions or words may do for or to someone else.. Know I am here for all that need me no matter what time it is or when. I will always do my best to help you.. so with this I bid you all ado of farwell and warm thoughts and well wishes.. May the Spirits find you in great peace and joy and may all your dreams and wishes come true and sweet dreams my dear friend.. until I see you in another time and planes of this life ... do as you want done to you... Angela
That was just right after College started with 2 major 3-D art project, 2 major graphic art projects, and Midterms tests taken. Yet it still remains the same on how I feel. I have had a lot of highs and even more lows where I thought "What the hell am I thinking?" to the classic one "I am not good enough to be here am too stupid!"... But I have made it though, my gpa stands at a 3.94. I am less than 0.06 point away from a perfect 4.0 GPA can't complain. Well I could but not the point lol. So along this road to self discovery from working to going to school. I have learn not only who my friends are but who really cares for me and supporting me. I have had to cut a lot of people out of my life. Family even, cause they did not support me and who I am. Also btw I am not straight or bi or gay!! I am across between Demisexual and Pansexual(well in retrospect I am a bit of all of them according to the test they give u to label you. I am 90% Pansexual, Demisexual 92%, Sapiosexual 81%(which with this one anyone can be it not just gay or bi ect ect), Asexual 79% and according to my doc it not normal to be all but then again I never been known to be normal lol) and I swear right here and right now if anyone doesn't like it well go ahead and delete yourself from my life!!!!!
Now with that being said.. I figure I just talk a bit about what I see going on. A lot of people say they care for me or they care for one another but it seems that the word care is just like the word love. It is becoming a dirty four letter word people just throw out to make themselves look good or better about themselves. I on the other hand do not use the word care or love to just anyone. With that being said it makes me seem like a cold hearted bitch or frozen bitch, When in fact it show that I rather am careful of those four letter words. I am not perfect by any means of the word . In fact am so far from perfect I am imperfect. I have flaws and make mistakes am only a human, or humanized as I like to call it. For I am only me, I do not fit in this world. I am a walking contradiction to the very nature of what a person should be according to society hell even in human nature. I do not claim to be someone I am not. I am just me and me is who I am nothing more nothing less. I do however am a passionate person and when I do care for someone it is passionately. Almost to the fault of being taken advantage of and I will stand by them even if they are in the wrong. BUT if my trust and faith is broken in them then I slowly weaned myself out of their lives and no longer have nothing to do with them. For once the trust or faith in them is gone it is very hard to believe anything they say or do without thinking as they are lieing to me or using me for their own gain.. Most likely 9.99 out of 10 they are doing just that. Could I or should I change who I am? No, I can not change who I am any more than a Zebra changing it stripes to spots. Believe me I have tried it nearly killed me and I am not joking. I wish I was making this up but sadly I am not.. I see more than others, I feel more than others and I unfortunately know more then others ( this not meaning I am better then others just means I am different then Others no better no worse than anyone else). It seems to be a lonely place at time and sometimes it okay. Yes, there are other out there somewhat like me but not very close. They have a few things common with me but not a lot. Hell even some test, charts and such can not keep up with me. I rank so far off the charts on things I am consider unranked (or unrankable) lol. How? You ask well maybe one day I sit down and explain it to you or tell you my story. But today is not the day for that nor do I feel you can handle it very well .. Hell most I do tell end up not handling it very well and either they distinct themselves from me or stop being my friend all together.. It okay do not feel sorry for me I am use to it.. I figure the saying "When the lward made me he broke the mold!" wasn't just a phrase that's thrown around lightly when it comes to me. Cause it is defiantly the case about me.. I am something this world has never seen or most likely will again but enough about that. So with all that said I get back to m point for it seems I sorta went off in a different direction lol. What mainly just want to know is why you guys use the word "Love" or "Care for" against others but never step up and truly mean it or at the very least if mean it really show it. They say picture are worth a 1000 words but action is priceless when it come to mean of what you say or do! Well I guess I can say the moral of all this is ALL of YOU PEOPLE need to stop saying you care or love someone when in fact all you want is what they can give you.. Folks love and care is not or should not be considered a dirty four letter word like it is now but a word that has real meaning of the absolute truth behind it ... And folk remember life is short for tomorrow never promised and yesterday gone today is the present a gift given to us all. Take care of the gift you are given and use it wisely for you never know what your actions or words may do for or to someone else.. Know I am here for all that need me no matter what time it is or when. I will always do my best to help you.. so with this I bid you all ado of farwell and warm thoughts and well wishes.. May the Spirits find you in great peace and joy and may all your dreams and wishes come true and sweet dreams my dear friend.. until I see you in another time and planes of this life ... do as you want done to you... Angela
Friday, January 8, 2016
In the Shoes by Angela H. SUMMERS
To each there own never judge a book/person by the cover what you may see on the outside is never what is on the inside!! Forget walking in each other shoes to see what they been through for it never be the same as you! Here this words as it was law, forget the hardship other have done to you! Do not get it twisted when I say this to you for many may hurt you and if they really had to walk in your shoes.. Could they? Could they do what you had to do? Can they say they do the same thing you did? But here the real question can you say you do the same if it was you in their Shoes??? Forgive what has been done yes my brother and sister forgive but no never forget there is a difference in between !!! One is to allow yourself to be free of the shackles of the hurt and pain that was cause to you and the other plain as the nose in front of you is to make sure you never go there again!! So with these parting words that I have said to you remember to each their own for all has suffered and not all has seen it instead of saying walk in my shoes ....How about saying I walk with you to better understand you as you will understand me too ... For long gone are the days where we took care of each other raised them up as they did us to be a better you and a better me and a better them... Stop the Hate!! Stop the fighting!! Stop just stop and look around you! Love and understanding is what missing!! For it is not the color of our skin or the place we was born not even the background of where we came from that separates us a whole it is Hate and with it comes the war and lost of HUMANITY .. We in a whole a race of individuals that has no color or nationalities for if you not cut us do we not bleed? If you not starve us are we not hungry the list can go on and on for the color of our skin Is nothing more then a way to handle the tolerance of the SUN!! That is it nothing more nothing less.. So Brother and Sister put down the shackles of society and stop being a SHEEP lead to the SLAUGHTER !! STOP FEEDING INTO WHAT THEORY SOCIAL MEDIA SAYS WE ALL MUST BE!!!! Just stop hate is not born it is taught and no person ,man women ,child ,old or young is any better then the other we are only given what the TRUE Holy Divine knows we can handle. So take what you are given and if you have more the you need give to another and if you do not have it find another way to help... Take care of one another we are our own worst enemy and sometime that little help from another just may save a life .....
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