Into the darkness! By Angela Helene Summers (DO NOT SHARE!! WITHOUT WRITTEN PERMISSION OF THE AUTHOR!)
In a room dark as night black as the thoughts running though my head,
I am screaming yet u can't hear me,
I am begging wanting someone anyone to save me but yet I push all away,
I am dragging the blade of guilty,blame across my heart and soul,
I watch as you all pass by never seeing me,never noticing me as u walk thru,
Am laying in pool of blood of disturbing,dangerous,evil,self destruction,
But atlas No One cares!
Tired so tired of trying of begging of just being,
So with a flick of my wrist I light the flames around me,
I watch the red hot flames sallow me whole hungrily almost selfishly,
The smoke start to fill the air the sickening smell of burning flesh is all-round
As the last of me finally burns to the ground someone might of realize
What has happened but it to last you had your chance to help to save me,
As time goes on you all say how much you miss me and loved me, but As I
Walk all the Crap talk the whining liege of lies, Nonetheless I am still standing there just as invisible I was beforehand
I just shake my head and walked laughing how funny that all had seam
Never knew I was alive or not to the point no one saw I was needing help
Now as I am gone they missed me but if they had truly knew me
They would of saw me rise like a PHOENIX new and improved me but not me
I slipped way quietly but harshly into the night with no one at my side
I screamed but yet I cried then I laughed only to sigh my last breath of this night
To wake on another plane of physical,mental latitude of nonexistent of anything or place you would never know ....
I am all around but yet I am no where I am here I am there to and from under and top beyond and not
I am that girl you see sitting alone, the boy who don't talk to anyone
I am the mother that cries after her children go to bed
I am the father who struggle to make ends meet
You see with your eyes not your heart
You feel with your mind not your soul
When instead you should see with your Heart not your eyes
When instead you should feel with your soul not your mind
Knowledge is not all there is to behold sometime it just the actions of true kindness and passion of understanding the uniqueness of the unquestionably faith we have lost within ourself for one another own struggle of humanity in life itself .......
In a room dark as night black as the thought running thru my head, knife in hand ready to end it all....but you came and turn the light on for me and I saw what was really in front of me was worthy of truly living .........
Me I was truly unique without a doubt worthy Me and you stop and saw me and took the time to save me from me ......thank u for seeing the real me...
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Saturday, November 21, 2015
Into the darkness!
Thursday, November 5, 2015
Fallen,Broken Angel by Angela Helené Summers
Fallen,Broken Angel by Angela Helene Summers
Broken pieces laying on ground
Shatter, smashed beyond repair
Dropping to my knees
Screaming,crying,howling with unspeakable pain
Gapping hole in middle of where my heart and soul should be
Blood pouring into a pool around me
Slowly the fight leaves me
As the last drop of tears fall
I fall to the ground
Breath get shallow
The light grows dim
Blackness seam to swallow me whole
Emptiness becomes a shallow breath I begin to breathe
I crawl my way to my feet
Shake the remaining blood off like dirt
Watching the hole in my chest scar over
Heart missing soul is blackened
Ripped my wings off
Break the halo
Whisper to self never again
Love is just a four letter word
Walk wobbly to the stream
Striping as I go
Walking deep in the frozen water watching the blood float away
Body numbs up just like my soul
Anger begin to take root
Revenge seam very sweet like honey
I walk out head held high
Fuck love cause it did nothing for me
I turn and smile a sickly smile
Gave a wink over my shoulder saying...
The Bitch is back for Fallen Broken Angel don't live here no more!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, October 27, 2015
Dancing with Death!! By Angela H. Summers
Dancing with Death!!! By Angela Helene Summers (DO NOT SHARING WITH OUT WRITER CONTENT)
Thought mumble jumbled in my heads, pain raking though the body, mind and soul.. blood moon out tonight, water hot enough to boil me alive as I shall sit .. feeling mixed up thought, not straight tears done stain one own face... blood don't seam to flow as the Web and heb flow of a tide but pool in to a bottomless pit of disparity.. temperature rises as the body grow colder, heart lay smashed as it was trash. Mind is shatter broken, running as no one home... automatically thought of nothingness , thought of everything essential, to the mundanes of what and why and how and who and try even a bit of when ...smoke curls towards the ceiling looking to escape, as the flame grow brighter ,cold night air remains the same...Black and white shadow clashes towards one another In the epic dance of evil and good fighting over me as I am dancing with the Death.. words of sweet whisper in my ear he does tell me.. I watch as I am viewing from another company .. the twist the turn the elegance of the dance is more then a blur to the naked eye to see but at last I see it all.. empty promises of love one empty trust and loyalty of those around me but yet death has remain faithful and loyal as no other has. As we dance closer to the flames, I feel the heat burn though me to my soul, I am tired of fighting !!! what is there to fight anymore., for the blood that should be my family is not and the one that not blood but family is no more... I am alone with Death the shadows are closing in very little light to be seen as for it like they given up on me too.. Just as I am to take Death hand like a long lost lover, I hear words that draw me back. I turn around and the faces of my children are calling to me "Momma please don't go!! Momma WE need you!! Momma WE love you!!" So with those words I see that it was just the darkest before dawn for the light has brighten up and the shadows are fading fast.. Death call my name again begging me to come to him.. I look at my children and turn to look at death and say "Not this time! I am not ready to let go ! Save the dance another time for you won't have me tonight!!!" I turn to grab my children hand and walk toward the light while death scream in agony, for he lost yet again to take my soul.... my mind stay mumble and jumbled but it okay, pain still rakes though me and that just means am alive.. The moon may be full and water may be hot but my heart is not smashed just yet and my mind is not shatter just a little Crack but with all good thing, it seam all the good people are just a bit crazy you see.. so nonetheless I know I am crazy but do you?????
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Thursday, September 17, 2015
You don't see me
YOU DONT SEE ME ! BY AHS 9-17-2015
You don't see me unless you need me!
You don't see me unless I can do for you!
You don't see me unless it benefit you!
You don't see me unless no one else is around!
I see you even even I am down!
I see you even when other are around!
I see you even when you don't see me!
I see you even when I don't want to!
Love, Loyalty, Honesty, Selflessness and Friendship are words it seam no one know the meaning to!.............
I am far from perfect that is true but I am Honest, Loyal even to a fault, I love without restrictions even to those who have hurt or betrayed me!
I try to be a friend to all and even more I try to be a little more selfless and more giving and understanding!
I am not without mistakes and error on my part I learn and moved on to understanding but what I can not being to understand is the way humanity has lost it way from helping one another to only me,myself and I way.....
Am I wrong? Am I lost? Am I not seeing it right? Should I give up change me? Harden my heart to stone become the Witch the world want me to be?
Become like everyone else that way I fit in just like you?
I have tried but I don't have it in me to be like you!
I am soft hearted even to those who done me wrong!
I am loving to all even those who make me questions why?
I am not perfect but I know I am me !
So even when you don't see me I see you !!
By Angela Helene Summers °COPYRIGHT2015-B-SAW-COMPANY2008°
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Tuesday, February 3, 2015
Don't Belong Here By Angela Summers
Every been in a crowd room face are the same but not
But yet your alone for they truly don't know you
Think they love me
Or just plain put up with me
I know I don't belong here this is not my place
I feel as I was destined to be somewhere
I am a million different faces for everyone
But who am I ???
I just want to belong but yet I can't
I long for the touch of the one for me
Only to be sacred
To have my heart and soul broken
I am a million different faces for everyone
But who am I ???
Yet here I stand
Begging to belong to something
A cruel and heartless bitch as they seam to me
But yet I can't find it in me to be such one
Million faces yet I am no one a forgotten
Lost soul that no one know is even there........
I don't belong here .........
Into the night by Angela Summers
It will be as I was never part of your world
A distance forgotten memory
Never forgotten in my heart
You shall be
It will be as I was never part of your world
Just a forgotten memory
But it for the best for us all
You will thank me later
It will be as I was just a dream
A distance forgotten dream
Your family is all you need
I was just the sub till time was right
It will be as I was never part of your world
A distance forgotten memory....
The forgotten by Angela Summer
Never turn my back
Gave and even gave till it hurt
But still gave nonetheless
I love you all with my whole heart
I am always the one that if you need something I was there for you
But when it came for me to need you
You are not there
I am the forgotten
The one you know that even when you turn your back on me I still be there for you
I am the forgotten
The one you only remember when you need something or no one else can help you
Do you know what it like to be the forgotten one
I suffer alone
I cry alone
My heart breaks a million time over but yet I am still here for you
I am lonely
I feel as death would almost be a better place for me
But yet I wouldn't do it for then who would be there for you if I wasn't
I struggle daily
Pray someday you won't forget me
But I know it in vain for
I am the forgotten a person you use when it suits your needs regardless of my needs and emotions
You think am at your beck and call but
What you don't know is you are now my forgotten
I shall walk away forget you ever alive for it time
I find someone who one make me their forgotten but there everything
So thank you for what you did I am now stronger then the forgotten you use to know
For I am no longer a forgotten soul .......