Saturday, July 6, 2013
from the depths of the ink: Promoting my Dear friend book check it out
from the depths of the ink: Promoting my Dear friend book check it out: Hello to all in cyber land i know it been a few days but between holiday and my kids i been busy but i am here now and i am promoting a frie...
Promoting my Dear friend book check it out
Hello to all in cyber land i know it been a few days but between holiday and my kids i been busy but i am here now and i am promoting a friend new book on here and i hope you all check it out she is a awesome writer and person. I know this book is near and dear to her heart and personally I can relate to some of it anyways here it is without any further ado.......
Five Year Old Death book link
http://www.amazon.com/Five-Year-Death-Bathsheba-Dailey/dp/0615841325/ref=sr_1_6?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1372348001&sr=1-6&keywords=bathsheba+dailey
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Bathsheba Dailey is the single mother of three girls
divorcing after fifteen years with their father. She was born in
Baltimore Maryland and moved to West Virginia at a young age with her
mother and stepfather. She was soon placed in the states name along
with her brother due to abuse. She finally found who she considers
her family with her last foster family and they are still her family.
She married and stayed for many years before she finally had enough
and decided to leave. She then went back to school at thirty three
and graduated business school at thirty six. She has had four poetry
book released but two have since been retired to be redone. She has
just come out with her autobiography “Five Year Old Death” that
tells more of where she has come from and who she really is. She
loves to fish and do lawn work for fun and spends many hours even
playing in her neighbors lawns just because her own looks like a golf
course. She hopes with her book she can prove to people that new
beginnings can be made if you always keep your faith.
Five Year Old Death book link
http://www.amazon.com/Five-Year-Death-Bathsheba-Dailey/dp/0615841325/ref=sr_1_6?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1372348001&sr=1-6&keywords=bathsheba+dailey
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Sunday, June 30, 2013
A single parent of special need children is the great gift not a curse or burden
I am again yes it has been a while i had promise as much as i could i write a little each day in a way i have in the form of notes to teacher and homework with the kids paying bills figuring the budget out and a poem or two on face book but as far as here i failed and for that i am sorry but if you have truly read anything i have written then you know I am s single parent and well let just say there is never a dull moment in my how i have two boys and a girl that not all the kids but they are the one that live with me. My oldest in the house is my 10 yr old he has Glaucoma and it can be a very busy time just this past few months ago we was rushed to KC to have him undergo surgery to help relieve the pressure in his one good eye because his left eye is clinically dead that was a very trying time for us and the twin then I have twins a boy and a girl the girl is the youngest so she think she rules the roost here lol sadly for her she does not as much as she think otherwise then there the oldest twin he and his sister are 8 will be 9 in a little over 2 months and he is a rare form of Autism/Aspherbur syndrome and that in itself can be a handful too especially when he feels as the world or his sibling are being mean to him then to add the cherry on the cake we have my health too which is not the grandest as i like it to be and like all single mother there the family drama that seem to try to follow even when you try to run from it.
But why bore you with all the mundane dribble of the day to day life. But then again I have no clue if you or anyone is reading this but i feel it help me to get out the thing i feel need to be whether it the good or the bad. I really don't worry about capitation or grammar or verbs and junk here i write it as i would be speaking your luck the words are spelled right lol thanks to auto speller.
Well anyways I have to say today has been one of reflection and cleaning lol while the children where at church I clean up and got the laundry finally folded and put away only to realize i still got laundry to wash and put out to dry ugh it never ending cloths lol but what can you do so i went and sat down for the first time in a while and wrote on my book and so far it coming along. and now that the kids are home lunch done feed and they are playing i sit here even as i type thinking how i am going to get more writing done i am already way past the due date for when it should've been done and it hit me why worry it will happen when it happen so i sat back watch the kids for a bit and even now as i am typing this( i'm sitting on my porch outside so i can get fresh air and still see the kids) I began to think about how it seam to be harder year after year being a single mother with special need kids . I worry about how they are going to make it in school with other classmates let alone after school . I know i can not protect them from the world already thought of it but know i can not my 10 yr old going to middle school next school year and it scare the Hell right out of me cause it hasn't been to long since i was in school and the kids then could be cruel but now a day the kids are just plain evil. My son is so excited and want to fit in so bad but at what cost is what i am afraid of will he be willing to do something so stupid it haunts him for the rest of his life or worse hurts him even more than he already is now
and what makes it worse is in the town i live in it small but not too small most of the family grew up or have their kids grow up with each other i on the other hand haven't lived here since i was in 8th grade and i have lived on the East Coast for almost 16 yrs so i felt this would be the best place to come home to and raise my children little did i know i wouldnt fit in here either I am a single mom and to boot i am tattooed and pierced I am stricted on what my children can and can't do in other words i don't let them wander around without adult around i don't let them just take off or stay up as late as they want and i don't let them have certain drinks or junk food ect ect and no i have relaxed on certain thing but in whole i feel that if a child has structure then they are better at being a good kids not always but for the most part. I know i am different and kinda old school when it come to raising the kids but They are happy they have everything they need and a few wants . No they don't have a playstation or a computer of their own or a cell phone cause i feel they are still young enough to use their imagination for as long as they can before they are forced to grow up be a kid as long as they can besides i seen what happen to children who get all they want they become spoiled brats no respect for the parents at all
But this how i feel i try not to ever force it on other as i hope no one force theirs on me . I have had on more than one time people tell me "oh how awful it is for you to be a single parent with children with disability i feel sorry for you" and i look at the and just laugh cause it is i who feel sorry for them my children do not have Disability that stop them from living or being able to do thing they have special needs that make it where we think of other ways to overcome what need to be done hence my 10 yr old he is legally blind his left eye is clinically dead for all purpose it does not work he see nothing out of it and the right eye is bad but he can see shapes and a bit of color (really we are not sure of what all he can and cannot see ) But his Kindergarten teacher wouldn't let that stop her from helping him learn to read and write as far as she was concern it was just a minor bump in the road and by george he can read and write hell he a A's and B's student in school he in a regular class and does the same class/homework as the rest of his classmates . When he was little i was told to put him in a school for the deaf and blind and leave him I look at the casework and told her to leave i would not give up on my son just cause some if not the world did and if you look at him today you almost would not know he was blind he a happy and fairly healthy boy . It goes for all my children even my 8 yr old son i refused to make him feel different than anyone in his own age group and he even in a mainstream class with other students yes he does get a little more help then other classmates but he is a straight A's student and very smart so you see to me it a great blessing and joy to have my children with special needs and even though my baby girl is not special need she feel no different than her brother cause i treat them all the same i love them all equally for who they are and i do not let life or anything get in their way if i can help it . And yes there are time i wish i had a more adult social life i really can't complain cause the time i get to spend with my kids have been one of the best in my life .. To show them thing like a slip and slide for the first time or watch a movie together or even going to the creek and trying to caught crawdads is what make our life up and it a good one so all i can say to a parent or a single parent of a special need child realize they are your blessing they will show u the real thing in life that make it worth it like u guys dancing to a silly song cause there was nothing better to do then just dance or the smile on their face cause the did something they didn't think they could that the best thing in life and it is not a burden ...When you have a child special needs or not they should never have to sacrifice so you can live YOU sacrifice so they can LIVE !!!!
So with that all said i think it time to jump off here and join my children in the game they are playing hope you all have a great Fourth of July and be safe <3
But why bore you with all the mundane dribble of the day to day life. But then again I have no clue if you or anyone is reading this but i feel it help me to get out the thing i feel need to be whether it the good or the bad. I really don't worry about capitation or grammar or verbs and junk here i write it as i would be speaking your luck the words are spelled right lol thanks to auto speller.
Well anyways I have to say today has been one of reflection and cleaning lol while the children where at church I clean up and got the laundry finally folded and put away only to realize i still got laundry to wash and put out to dry ugh it never ending cloths lol but what can you do so i went and sat down for the first time in a while and wrote on my book and so far it coming along. and now that the kids are home lunch done feed and they are playing i sit here even as i type thinking how i am going to get more writing done i am already way past the due date for when it should've been done and it hit me why worry it will happen when it happen so i sat back watch the kids for a bit and even now as i am typing this( i'm sitting on my porch outside so i can get fresh air and still see the kids) I began to think about how it seam to be harder year after year being a single mother with special need kids . I worry about how they are going to make it in school with other classmates let alone after school . I know i can not protect them from the world already thought of it but know i can not my 10 yr old going to middle school next school year and it scare the Hell right out of me cause it hasn't been to long since i was in school and the kids then could be cruel but now a day the kids are just plain evil. My son is so excited and want to fit in so bad but at what cost is what i am afraid of will he be willing to do something so stupid it haunts him for the rest of his life or worse hurts him even more than he already is now
and what makes it worse is in the town i live in it small but not too small most of the family grew up or have their kids grow up with each other i on the other hand haven't lived here since i was in 8th grade and i have lived on the East Coast for almost 16 yrs so i felt this would be the best place to come home to and raise my children little did i know i wouldnt fit in here either I am a single mom and to boot i am tattooed and pierced I am stricted on what my children can and can't do in other words i don't let them wander around without adult around i don't let them just take off or stay up as late as they want and i don't let them have certain drinks or junk food ect ect and no i have relaxed on certain thing but in whole i feel that if a child has structure then they are better at being a good kids not always but for the most part. I know i am different and kinda old school when it come to raising the kids but They are happy they have everything they need and a few wants . No they don't have a playstation or a computer of their own or a cell phone cause i feel they are still young enough to use their imagination for as long as they can before they are forced to grow up be a kid as long as they can besides i seen what happen to children who get all they want they become spoiled brats no respect for the parents at all
But this how i feel i try not to ever force it on other as i hope no one force theirs on me . I have had on more than one time people tell me "oh how awful it is for you to be a single parent with children with disability i feel sorry for you" and i look at the and just laugh cause it is i who feel sorry for them my children do not have Disability that stop them from living or being able to do thing they have special needs that make it where we think of other ways to overcome what need to be done hence my 10 yr old he is legally blind his left eye is clinically dead for all purpose it does not work he see nothing out of it and the right eye is bad but he can see shapes and a bit of color (really we are not sure of what all he can and cannot see ) But his Kindergarten teacher wouldn't let that stop her from helping him learn to read and write as far as she was concern it was just a minor bump in the road and by george he can read and write hell he a A's and B's student in school he in a regular class and does the same class/homework as the rest of his classmates . When he was little i was told to put him in a school for the deaf and blind and leave him I look at the casework and told her to leave i would not give up on my son just cause some if not the world did and if you look at him today you almost would not know he was blind he a happy and fairly healthy boy . It goes for all my children even my 8 yr old son i refused to make him feel different than anyone in his own age group and he even in a mainstream class with other students yes he does get a little more help then other classmates but he is a straight A's student and very smart so you see to me it a great blessing and joy to have my children with special needs and even though my baby girl is not special need she feel no different than her brother cause i treat them all the same i love them all equally for who they are and i do not let life or anything get in their way if i can help it . And yes there are time i wish i had a more adult social life i really can't complain cause the time i get to spend with my kids have been one of the best in my life .. To show them thing like a slip and slide for the first time or watch a movie together or even going to the creek and trying to caught crawdads is what make our life up and it a good one so all i can say to a parent or a single parent of a special need child realize they are your blessing they will show u the real thing in life that make it worth it like u guys dancing to a silly song cause there was nothing better to do then just dance or the smile on their face cause the did something they didn't think they could that the best thing in life and it is not a burden ...When you have a child special needs or not they should never have to sacrifice so you can live YOU sacrifice so they can LIVE !!!!
So with that all said i think it time to jump off here and join my children in the game they are playing hope you all have a great Fourth of July and be safe <3
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Another day in the life that is me 10-17-12
Well folk it another day in the life that is me and well lets just say it has been one of interesting day . I got to meet a friend of mine Brian he was in the area from his job and well it was the high light of my day .. I know i Know it sounds bad but it was . We got to talk and hang out for a hour or so before he had to leave for his appt but we talk from everything of sports and the teams we liked to cars and in between it was nice to be my self for a change . Normally guys think i don't know what i am talking about when it come to car or hunting or even sports and i do and what i don't know i will ask but anyways it was nice to laugh for a change Brian keep trying to steal my Cowboys lighter cause it is his team too but i wouldn't let him and then of course i got soaked to the bone this afternoon when i went to get the kids from the bus top but it was ok i had fun in the rain lol thank goodness for my ipod lol and now here i sit the babies r in bed the heater on cause it going to get down to 30 (brrr) and i am got the Animal Planet channel on watch the show about the Blue planet now it was about the Wild Pacific just a bit ago which kinda brings me to my point it was showing some kinda bird and they said that the female in a whole thou out the animal species are always in dull color not ever very bright but the Male of all species are Bright and vibrant in color but Us as humans the women are the one that for the most part go thou the big trouble of making them self bright and shinny ect ect and the male in a whole don't you find that to be kinda backwards .. I mean think about it we as a whole in sociality are backward maybe we should be more like animal in a way who know lol well i am going to get off here kinda tire today hope everyone out there in cyber land has a great night till tomorrow in another day of my life CIAO Bella
Another day in the life that is me 10-16-12
Well in the life that is me lol my day has been of well lets just say reflection I finished the last book of Fifty Shades of Grey and i was not disappointed but all i can say it i want my own copy of them all on my nook it is something i see me reading again and again which that in it self does not happen a lot but other then that i talk with a good friend of mine via texts and waited for my babies to get home i even made meat loaf for dinner had mash taters and corn and peas watched a little tv with the kids and well then the Internet went out right before the kids went to bed but it on as u can see lol and while waiting for it to come back on i watched Men in back 3 which was not to bad i enjoyed now I am sitting here lonely and bored but hey that is the way my social life goes lol i have decided to get off my butt tomorrow figuratively speaking and do my earnest to finish the book i am writing well one of the 3 i got going yes i know i am all over the place lol but what can i say i let my writing go where it may and well look at this status if that don't tell u something have no clue what would lol and like a pic i posted I am crazy but at least i have fun with it lol I know some will read this and some will skim thou it and some wont read it at all but well since it seam i have a lot to say figure i put it out there and whether it offends anyone or not that ur problem not mine .. This is my out let i use and if u don't like it then so be it but hey that what free speech is all about right .. any ways what can i say that is about my life ...
Well for one i have been thinking about all the people i know the ones i have meet in real life the ones i have meet here or on face book or any other way of social networking as it will and i realize something i know a lot of freaking people but yet i don't at the same time .. I only have a few and very small group of friends that i call my friends but they are like family to me which means more then having a lot of so called fair weather friends . And yet here i sit typing away at these keys which in a nut shell has been more of a friend to me then most if i lost my laptop right now (knocking on wood) i would like spas out like i was losing my freaking mine .. I get it I a a techno Junkie I love my technology something boarding on the line of obsession but what can i say I think we are all that way with something or another mine just happens to be my smoke,my Dr Pepper(which as of tonight I am out of and no way to get to the store to get more) and My technology..
So yea there it is in a nut shell my vise in this world outside of don't mess with my babies and of course with my money cause that take care of my babies .. what was i getting out I know i ramble off a bit of that which is my social life lol the basics of not having one
I don't know if it me or the world around me but it no longer the age of innocents anymore and has not been for a while which sucks to be honest. Do you hear me we as a people have turn our back on back other for the thrill of the next level of social status I mean come on Take MeetMe which it use to be MyYearBook was a site i went and i will admit i still go to but not often as here cause of a friend of mine was on there and i have been on that site for hmm let me think a few years now and on my list of friends i can bet you that of all the friends on there i talk to maybe a handful and that it self is practically not often . I have guys always and i mean always on there hit me up saying the most cheesiest pick up line i have ever heard and there has been a few creative ones that i never imagine hearing and I am a writer and have a great and creative imagination myself or at least that what i been told lol and it like I am not interested and they get all piss at me and I am like WHAT are u serious please mister go on about ur day!!! I mean serious what the hell and then I hear thing like wow babe your so beautiful and or your so sexy and blah blah blah so tired of hearing thing like that what are they smoking is what i am thinking I know what I see in the mirror and it sure and the heck is not what they are seeing I know beauty is in the eye of the beholder but come on!! Do not lie to me i rather have the truth then be lie too .. I just don't get it am I missing something really has it come down to where it better to lie to someone then be honest about yourself or about others??? Sigh deeply here I am feeling yet once again that I am not from this time or even from this planet and no I do not think I am a alien but to be honest my views are just that alien not from this time and space at least not for the 21 century that for sure.
What happen to mother and father caring for their children and families being family no matter what once family always family . Hell what happen to the sound of children laughing in the street playing till it got dark and then knew to come home to a sit down at the table dinner where the family ate together and talk about their day . I know where it is in the trash just like everything good that sure to be the world of America . Dont get me wrong I am a single mother but damn it man I make sure my children are happy and feed I listen to them I teach them the values of right and wrong that it is better to do unto other as you want to be done to you . That life is not fair and you do get knocked down but get up dust yourself off and try again and keep trying and if one way does not work we find another way but it will always be the right way and mostly MONEY DOES NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY LOVE DOES !!!!! yes in this day and age having money does make it a little easier to breath knowing the bills are paid and the kids have cloths but damn it I rahter be without then to let my children live on the streets! I would starve before i let my kids go with out food and I know that if i can not or do not have the money I will live with in my meas of support and if that means no soda or smoke or hell even my laptop you can bet your sweet ass i will make sure my bills and my children are taken care of before i spend a dime on something i do not need . Yes i would be a little grouchy but i know it was for the best . I do not go out partying I do not drink but once in a blue moon and it only on a rare or special occasion and my children are tucked in bed asleep and i am in my own home . Why can other mother do that and stop bitching they don't have enough money or this and that If you can work then work unfortunately i can not work I am unable to work tho i wish the hell i could but i can i have medical issue that will not allow me to work hell sometime even walk or stand but i would work if i could just to know that i was taking care of my kids my money i get every month goes to the bills and my children . I can not tell u the last time i bought a pair of shoes oh yes i can almost 4 years ago and the one i got now where old and they where given to and now they are worn out but i don't buy myself any cause i can see that my child need something i get them plus it is hard for me to go and buy myself something but that is me who I am .. I do not expected everyone to be like me cause well to be frank the world couldn't handle a whole planet of me running around lol one is enough or so am told but think more people wake the hell up and see what ur doing to your son and daughter and how they treat people and themselves.. Well i guess i said my peace tonight lol I hope everyone has a great evening i will a bid you all ado this is another day in the life that is me .. sweet dreams world may u all find your true happiness :o) Bella
Well for one i have been thinking about all the people i know the ones i have meet in real life the ones i have meet here or on face book or any other way of social networking as it will and i realize something i know a lot of freaking people but yet i don't at the same time .. I only have a few and very small group of friends that i call my friends but they are like family to me which means more then having a lot of so called fair weather friends . And yet here i sit typing away at these keys which in a nut shell has been more of a friend to me then most if i lost my laptop right now (knocking on wood) i would like spas out like i was losing my freaking mine .. I get it I a a techno Junkie I love my technology something boarding on the line of obsession but what can i say I think we are all that way with something or another mine just happens to be my smoke,my Dr Pepper(which as of tonight I am out of and no way to get to the store to get more) and My technology..
So yea there it is in a nut shell my vise in this world outside of don't mess with my babies and of course with my money cause that take care of my babies .. what was i getting out I know i ramble off a bit of that which is my social life lol the basics of not having one
I don't know if it me or the world around me but it no longer the age of innocents anymore and has not been for a while which sucks to be honest. Do you hear me we as a people have turn our back on back other for the thrill of the next level of social status I mean come on Take MeetMe which it use to be MyYearBook was a site i went and i will admit i still go to but not often as here cause of a friend of mine was on there and i have been on that site for hmm let me think a few years now and on my list of friends i can bet you that of all the friends on there i talk to maybe a handful and that it self is practically not often . I have guys always and i mean always on there hit me up saying the most cheesiest pick up line i have ever heard and there has been a few creative ones that i never imagine hearing and I am a writer and have a great and creative imagination myself or at least that what i been told lol and it like I am not interested and they get all piss at me and I am like WHAT are u serious please mister go on about ur day!!! I mean serious what the hell and then I hear thing like wow babe your so beautiful and or your so sexy and blah blah blah so tired of hearing thing like that what are they smoking is what i am thinking I know what I see in the mirror and it sure and the heck is not what they are seeing I know beauty is in the eye of the beholder but come on!! Do not lie to me i rather have the truth then be lie too .. I just don't get it am I missing something really has it come down to where it better to lie to someone then be honest about yourself or about others??? Sigh deeply here I am feeling yet once again that I am not from this time or even from this planet and no I do not think I am a alien but to be honest my views are just that alien not from this time and space at least not for the 21 century that for sure.
What happen to mother and father caring for their children and families being family no matter what once family always family . Hell what happen to the sound of children laughing in the street playing till it got dark and then knew to come home to a sit down at the table dinner where the family ate together and talk about their day . I know where it is in the trash just like everything good that sure to be the world of America . Dont get me wrong I am a single mother but damn it man I make sure my children are happy and feed I listen to them I teach them the values of right and wrong that it is better to do unto other as you want to be done to you . That life is not fair and you do get knocked down but get up dust yourself off and try again and keep trying and if one way does not work we find another way but it will always be the right way and mostly MONEY DOES NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY LOVE DOES !!!!! yes in this day and age having money does make it a little easier to breath knowing the bills are paid and the kids have cloths but damn it I rahter be without then to let my children live on the streets! I would starve before i let my kids go with out food and I know that if i can not or do not have the money I will live with in my meas of support and if that means no soda or smoke or hell even my laptop you can bet your sweet ass i will make sure my bills and my children are taken care of before i spend a dime on something i do not need . Yes i would be a little grouchy but i know it was for the best . I do not go out partying I do not drink but once in a blue moon and it only on a rare or special occasion and my children are tucked in bed asleep and i am in my own home . Why can other mother do that and stop bitching they don't have enough money or this and that If you can work then work unfortunately i can not work I am unable to work tho i wish the hell i could but i can i have medical issue that will not allow me to work hell sometime even walk or stand but i would work if i could just to know that i was taking care of my kids my money i get every month goes to the bills and my children . I can not tell u the last time i bought a pair of shoes oh yes i can almost 4 years ago and the one i got now where old and they where given to and now they are worn out but i don't buy myself any cause i can see that my child need something i get them plus it is hard for me to go and buy myself something but that is me who I am .. I do not expected everyone to be like me cause well to be frank the world couldn't handle a whole planet of me running around lol one is enough or so am told but think more people wake the hell up and see what ur doing to your son and daughter and how they treat people and themselves.. Well i guess i said my peace tonight lol I hope everyone has a great evening i will a bid you all ado this is another day in the life that is me .. sweet dreams world may u all find your true happiness :o) Bella
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Why Daddy?
Why Daddy?
She lay in bed alone the kids are gone,
She began to cry wondering why i am alone,
What have She done to feel this alone,
Is she bad person,
Is she such a rotten one,
Is she not wanted,
Is she so recluse to be alone.
She reach over and pick up her phone,
She call her daddy,
He love me she think,
It rang and rang voice mail picks up,
She left a message,
And now she wait,
He come to her rescues,
Days go by,
And she grow worse,
Barely hanging on,
Breathing seam a chore,
Tear have long done stop falling,
A permanent path they have craved down her face,
Her heart is broken,
The pain getting beyond the point of handling,
She reach for the phone to call daddy one last time,
Didn't even ring just went to voice mail,
Drop the phone scream out loud,
All the pain that been hidden inside,
From all the year of trying to get daddy love her,
From the past childhood to present,
The struggles of getting one own daddy to love you for who you are,
A child who grew up without the feeling of daddy love,
Went with men who she thought was the one,
Only to be beaten to a pulp of her life,
Scar have healed but the wound is still deep,
And now she struggle to love and be love,
Try to raise her own child fatherless as she was raised,
Crying her self to sleep night after night,
Wondering why or what she did wrong not have her own daddy love her....
Day went by yet again the phone had died,
The battery is dead,
The in house not sound can be heard,
There a smell of flower and death on the door,
The bright tape says it all,
She died left in a world of pain,
All cause daddy was never there,
To teach her the right and wrong of life and of men,
It came in the night a man she knew had taken what she gave freely of her love and left her for dead,
Her father came to see her a little to late never realize he could of saved her oh so many years ago,
Let alone just a few days ago,
All he can hear in his head is the last word of his daughter .....
Why Daddy? Why Daddy? Do you not love me?
Copyrighted2012-ahs-B-Saw-2012
Saturday, September 22, 2012
To Be or Not To Be by Angela Summers
to live
to love
to give of oneself
to be forgotten
to be hurt
to betrayal
to die just a little
to live again
to be knocked down
to love
to give of oneself
to be forgotten
to be hurt
to betrayal
to die just a little
to live again
to be knocked down
to cry
to laugh
to feel as you died
to awake yet once again
to feel whole
to feel shattered
to be
or not to be
has been the question of the ages
but the real question as and always be
is it better to love and lost then to not love at all
for i have loved and lost
and not loved at all
neither is the same
both is a shame
i given my heart
my love to you
but atlas you have taken it for granted
you hold it against me like a pawn
can you not let it be and allow me to live
to love as it was meant to be...........
copyrighted2012-ahsw-Bsaw-Co20
to laugh
to feel as you died
to awake yet once again
to feel whole
to feel shattered
to be
or not to be
has been the question of the ages
but the real question as and always be
is it better to love and lost then to not love at all
for i have loved and lost
and not loved at all
neither is the same
both is a shame
i given my heart
my love to you
but atlas you have taken it for granted
you hold it against me like a pawn
can you not let it be and allow me to live
to love as it was meant to be...........
copyrighted2012-ahsw-Bsaw-Co20
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