My Knight

I once saw you as my Knight, a fairytale come true ..
A love that defined all odds..
I once thought you love me. Beyond all my 100 shades of Fucked upness, 
Beyond my Demons and baggages... 
Beyond who the world thought I was!! 
I started to Smile more laugh a little louder, 
Loose myself in what I thought was love! 
I look at the day as just that a new day with you... 
Thought I found my happily ever after.... 
BOY!!! was I wrong there no such thing as love..
No such thing as fairytale....
But most important no such thing as a KNIGHT!!!!
You broke my heart that couldn't afford to be broken again.. 
You shattered my soul...
You broke what was so FRAGILE there no repair for the damage is beyond repair.. 
I am now the Queen of Broken and Frozen Hearts!! 
The Bit€h of all Bit€hes!!!
A shell of who I was.. 
I could care less of What is or was of Love!!
I no longer dream or care to dream its all a lie anyways.... 
I am no longer walking with my eyes blind...
My heart is gone!
My soul is blackened!
But don't worry your pretty little head,
I will be fine I always am!
Remember my once knight.. 
I am Queen of Broken and Frozen Hearts!
Bit€h of all Bit€hes!
Maybe I should thank you,
for making me see the real world for what it is ......
A cruel and heartless place and Love is just a dirty four letter word people throw out to get what they want! 
So THANK YOU MY NOW FORGOTTEN KNIGHT 
YOU MADE ME WHO I AM!!!!!!!
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